White

So I'm feeling pretty white again right now. Carefree, relaxed, just looking to have some fun. This weekend has been pretty fun so far, went out yesterday and today to go watch movies. I saw G.I. Joe: The Rise of Cobra yesterday and I thought it was a pretty good movie so I might watch it again if i ever get the chance. Today I watched UP for the third time and I can never get enough of this movie. Even after watching it three times, it still made my cry. I know, I know, I'm being a pussy, but I can't help it. Tomorrow I'm going to a birthday party and I need to be up by 8 to shower so that i can be ready to leave at 10. Since I'm used to sleeping in until 12 or 1, I decided I'm going to pull an all-nighter so I won't have to wake up early. Not much is on my mind right now, just looking back on 8th grade year. Wish I hung out with Traphik Kidz more. Haha. They're some cool kids. Just want high school to come already so I have something to do instead of just wasting my days at home. Grrr, I'm just going on and on and I'm not really making sense. Haha. Guess I'm done with this post.

Do You Ever?

This blog is not like the other ones where I blog about my day. It's just that earlier Manuel and I were talking on AIM and we started talking about relationships. I swear this is not gay. Haha. Anyway I just wanted to ask you guys, do you ever like the chase more than the actual person? I mean sometimes i can be crazy about a girl and sometimes I can like her just because it's getting exciting. Is this wrong? I don't know. You tell me, because I'm not really good at relationships and there are a lot of people out there with more dating experience than me. I just wanted to know if you guys ever find yourself in the situation that I'm sometimes in. Don't get me wrong, I don't only like the chase, I like the girl too. But sometimes flirting just gets exciting and you have more fun flirting than getting to know the girl. I hope I'm not being a jerk or anything. Post your answers in comments.

Teal

Yeah, my favorite color and my current mood. Feeling mellow, cool, chill? Like water? I don't know what color explains it really, but it's good enough. Today was like Monday woke up pretty late and didn't do much except watch movies with my parents and then went to piano class at around 7pm. Nothing exciting. But me and my sister go to the liquor store next door every week when we have lesson and we got to know the guy that works there. So today there were new type of chips that I wanted to try but I also wanted to get Hot Cheetos. So I was standing there for a while asking my sister which bag I should get and she kept telling me that I only have one dollar. After I paid for my Hot Cheetos the guy turned my sister and was like just take the other bag. We got hooked up, dawg. Haha. Highlight of my day. Going to Grove tomorrow to pick up my registration packet around 1pm. I'm gonna go to sleep now, so good night.

Shout out to my boo, Alison Sorn! <3

Orange

I don't know what I'm still doing up right now. Having a hard time sleeping. Damn, I'm wide awake. I'm feeling orange right now, so I guess that's like frustrated but not angry like red or something. Haha. I'm just getting frustrated with myself because I have nothing exciting to do anymore. And I'm starting to get disappointed in myself because I took such a long break from dancing. Shit. I can't even do moves that I would usually nail 100 times becuase I pussy out now. I have a really big problem with that, pussying out. I like a girl, right? She like me too, right? We should go out, right? Right. But every single time that happens I end up pussying out and it's gets really annoying after a while. Yeah, that's right. I annoy myself. I disappoint myself too. *Sigh* Wish things would really start looking up for me. I just want high school to come around so I can just really start fresh with a clean slate. Going to try going to sleep now. All I can say is alone time really gave my time to think about who cool I think I am compared to how cool I am in real life. And shit, I was way off. Haha.

White

So from now on I'm going to be posting my blog titles as colors to represent my mood. Pretty homo I know, but its the best idea I got. Today will be white, because I'm feeling pretty carefree and had a fun day. I also wore a white shirt today. Haha. See how I planned that? Just kidding. This morning i went over to Don's house, but it got way delayed because of my dad but it was all good. We played games for a little bit and then went outside for a while to go ride around. I felt pretty out of place with them because I don't skate or bike so I just sat there while they were doing tricks and stuff. I can dance though, just saying. Haha. My mom picked me up from Don's house aroung six o' clock and then we picked up my sister at Baskin 31 Robin's because she went there after tutoring. We came home and ate dinner which was pretty good because my mom cooked my favorite soup. Yummy. Then me and my dad sat and watched 24 and I feel asleep so I missed a couple episodes. We finished the newest season on dvd box set and now I'm like crap what do I do now? Haha. Don't think I'll be going to sleep anytime soon since I just woke up from my nap.

Grey

First blog ever for me and I'm pretty new at it. Haha. Didn't make much of my day today, just sat at home like usual and watched TV with my dad. Yeah, I'm pretty lame. I should really start dancing more though, I'm forgetting to add my signature moves into my freestyles. Damn. Really wish summer was over actually I can't stand the boredom anymore. It's killing me. I hope things really start to turn around in high school for me. I don't know why I'm saying this, but I think I'm going to try to give myself a makeover for high school. Haha. Hope there are cute freshman girls when i go turn in my yellow card at Grove this week. Damn, that's pretty shallow, isn't it? I always thought writing blogs was a girly thing but now I seriously hit rock bottom and need something to entertain me. That's how bored I am. Well going to go to Don's house tomorrow and play COD 5 so that'll be pretty fun for this week. Haha. I'm done for tonight.