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What did I ever intend for us anyway? What did I want us to become? We were just friends, if that. We were undeveloped. We were immature. But... still I wanted something more. I craved for the next hug that was to be received. I hungered to see you smile. And yet, I know nothing about you. We're nothing more than strangers...

wow

i cant decide

i think

i think i really like you a lot, but i also think you dont know it. i do stuff i wouldnt normally do just to see you smile. well your smile is totally worth it. i just really want to let you know but im still undecided.

wtf

you dont know i exist. fml

Oh wow

School's been great, life's been good, parent's don't fight much anymore, and there are things to look forward to now. Everything is so easy right now, so nice. It's awesome haha. ^____^. I don't like any girls right now which is pretty good, considering all the drama they bring. Me and Mahina are getting close again, we talk more, we share stories, we make pinky promises, we laugh and hang out. This time I want to stay close LONGER. Not like eighth grade, we barely even talked. Basketball season is coming up so I'm going to try out. :] My physical is tomorrow though, fucking awkward LOL. Homecoming skit was a disaster haha but whatever. Life's been treating me pretty well, made new friends, got talent show coming up, PLUS got holidays very soon. haha can't wait! Don't think anyone hates me right now, so that's good. Just wanted to share.... I'm content as of now.

Girls

Man oh man are they confusing but I've been wondering, are girls really confusing or do we just make them out to be that way? Are they too needy or do we just not give them enough attention? I currently don't have feelings for anyone, if you think that's what this is about. I just want to speak on the subject of girls. Why is it that when we first meet a girl that we like everything she does is cute? The way she smiles, the way she walks, the way she talks, the way she sits, etc. And how come after a week or two when you lose feelings for her, everything she did was annoying and bugged you? Why do you regret ever taking the time to know her? And why do you lose hope of meeting someone you can be with for a long, long time? This just could be me. Maybe I change my mind to quickly or maybe I mess things up. It's like every time I watch a movie that has a couple in it or hear a love song I think, "Wow, I want that. I want that with the girl of my dreams." But that goes to show, do I like girls, or do I just like the chase? I'm too young to decide that for right now. What about when you go out with someone and you break up you think that you're done with relationships but then the next day you're already checking other girls out? Maybe I'm the only one who does this. Maybe I'm just way inexperienced with girls and relationships. Who knows? Tell me if you agree or disagree and personal experiences would be great.

FML

found out bad news.... not tragic... jut disappointing.... FML